My Xmas this year ROCKS!!

I had an awesome awesome day with my cousins this Xmas. First up, I went to the orphanage with my cousin from my mum's side. Met couple of his interact members friends. We went caroling with the orphans. Its an Indian orphanage though. ( God, I'm so attach to Indians haha) and we played games present giving and so on.

Later at nite, I went our to my another cousin and he's also my godbro. And that's from my dad's side. haha. Yeah, we had a barbecue party. Was my first time actually barbecuing . I hope my food are cooked haha. Oh shuts I din take a photo of my cooked prawns and fish and chicken!! Crap! Haha met a couple of friends. Awesome people. All boys. Am I really a boy? GG. Oh well, I shall post those picture up. Now, i'm heading for movie with them. Sherlock Holmes! Oh yeah!

Xoxo
Alice

Back to stage one

This happens a lot to teenagers nowadays. 

xoxo

Alice

Make-ups , you destroyer!

Make-ups not only fake the real you but makes you uglier when you take them off.

Lookey here... 

The pretty , sweet Taylor Swift without make-ups looked scary.....

But still I love her songs. 

Kristen Stewart, the star in Twilight looks even sicker without make-ups. 

But I love her attitude. 

There are more but I'm lazy to list them out. 

P/S: I'm just giving my own opinion. Not criticizing. Will still support you guys! 

xoxo

Alice 

Every cause have a reason

 

When I looked at this, I started smiling. It gave me confidence again. 

I have to be strong to face the fact in life. I can't always let small things pulling me down. 

Its life. You can't run away form what's coming. 

You can only change it. 

And now, I'm gonna start changing it. 

xoxo

Alice

Completely Finished!

For you 

xoxo

Alice

The evil wins

I was wondering why always the evil wins? Is it cause they used all their wicked ideas to look for success? They pulled you down and the minute you turn around, they are laughing in success. For my case, its bout a relationship..

Now, I think my ex is trying to make me jealous or something, i dunno what is in his brain. Then I thought back,  why should I even feel anything for that dude. So what he's successful now? Im still young. Way too young to even think of marriage. I know he told me he's getting married soon he reached age 25. Well good for him, its none of my concern. I'll be 21 that time, enjoying freedom with my current bf.

Brags along with him being a billionaire in the next two years. HeLLOOOOO, even Sime Darby's owner only earns 30 million a year... And thats the owner!! You're not even the company's CEO yet. What bullshit. But I din tell im that, I kept quiet and nod cause I know he's pratically bullshitting.

Fine, you wanna show off your amazingly amazing life now, go ahead. I'll just sit back and listen. Just when I enter UNI, u're screwed dude. Have fun with your life now. I have my own life to deal with.

P/S: I'm not that cheap to go back to you for your richness. Don't be too arrogant. I can prove to you I will be better than you in life in the future.

Xoxo
Alice

December,you have arrived

November had left me with lots of wonderful memories. Now, I know there are more to treasure and cherish along this December. And yeah Christmas is coming. Im sure this Christmas will be a loving and enjoyable time for me. Ohmygosh!! I'm growing a year old now. Time passes very quickly. December,don't rush like the rest of the month. Take it slow there. But I want time to pass fast. I can't wait to grow up and finally be a full grown teenager!

Many surprises jumped out. Cant believe my best friend is finally in her love life now.Sweet! They looked cute together. I wish them good luck and all the best. A shout out to my best friend !

                                                    HAPPY DECEMBER EVERYONE!

 Xoxo Alice

Sushi Maniac!

Even though I had those beautiful just last week. I still have cravings for them!!

Bought alot yo! Oishī desu!!

Itadakimasu~!

Homemade baked cheese cake!

So I and kajal got bored and we baked a cake. My first time baking a cake without parental guidance. It wasnt kajal's first and she is already good at it!!
Anyways, its my first time, so should be proud! Don't laugh at our cake yo!

Beginner coming through....

Starting......

In the oven!!!

Out from the oven!!!

And Taa-daa... The cake is ready!!

Bon Appetite!

Xoxo
Alice

Yummy YUMS

Had dinner before sending Brotha to Singapore. Eventhough the food is served in a small shop beside the road situated near a Teco Extra in Sungai Dua, Penang, the food is AWESOME!! And the amount of people?! There's barely enough chairs and tables for them ! Though the food look darn simple, its darn delicious yo!

Pork Leg ( i think? But i know its pork)

Tofu with crab meat on it !

Chicky chicken!! Belacan chicken!! (Its too far sry cant snap a nearer image)

Bean Sprout with Salted Fish!

Fried Sambal Kangkung!!

I ate till can't move a muscle !!

xoxo
Alice

Fo^oD @ Dragon-i

Yummy yummy YUM~ Food served......Tea time~ Dim sum!!!

First we had da egg yolk pau!

Second we had da " Xiao Long Pau" !

Third we had Deep fried durians!

Fourth we had fried dumplings!

At last! Dessert!!! Pamelo and Mango sago cream!

Love all these yummy cuisines!!

xoxo
Alice

A present for a SLUT

Being a bitch is not really that bad. Its better than being a slut though. I admit, me being a bitch its only when i'm mad and when i'm being sarcastic.

Anyhow I have a small and short poem for this slut who has no pride in cheating on her boyfriend and wanting him back where already has a girlfriend. Come and get me if u did read this .

Twinkle twinkle
Little Slut
How many boys
Have you fucked?

A thanks to my friend yus, for sharing this :)

xoxo
Alice

Beats to da B-E-A-T-S by dr dre

Wish come true XD woohoo!!! Awesome quality people!!! Must get them yo! This is a Studio series.

xoxo
Alice

Awesome fellas

Okay 1st thing's 1st, they'll be absolutely ''KEMBANG'' when they see my title. But seriously they're awesome. I can't live without them. We do almost everything together , well if bathing is counted yes they even accompanied me when I'm in the shower as I'm such a scary cat. But these two are one of the best I met so far through out my life. We went through a lot this year. Heart being broken is one of the toppest issue we used to talked bout. We were heartbroken as I already told you that we dated three different boys ,same age, and assholes. This is a picture for you guys.

I hope you guys could read the words.

xoxo
Alice.

Whataday

Well, its already November! Means I got only one more year to the NEW year. So yeah I actually don't have anything much to talk bout this special day 11.11.11. Yeah nice number number right? On the contrary I bet there'll be loads and loads of wedding proposal or people getting married, people doing sweet stuff, weird stuff, outrageous stuff, I don't know whatever stuff, they are amazing people they'll create something on this memorable day. Well I think cause its very easy to remember. I don't have much to talk bout my day yet, but i hope I'll remember something sweet on this day. I'll update bout this day soon. Cheers!

xoxo
Alice

Little Mua

So as I was digging stuff out from my childhood box where I keep all my stuff, I found a young picture of me hugging some fluffy animal or something? I dunno who cares its fake anyways. And I was like OMG my face looks like that fucking thing's face. But I know all young kids are cute when they are young so as me! Its just that their little devilish attitude. The so called "INNOCENT" spell really will ruin your life. Teehee. I was that little devil that time. But its still in me till NOW. And I'm proud of it! Haha.

Oh god, I pity my baby a.k.a Mr. J
P/S me and friend kept calling him that so yeah.

Enjoy seeing this little devil's face -------> MUA!

Fate

As my life is moving on, I've met lots of people. Done lots of crazy stuff with my friends. Still, the feeling of being loved is not there yet. Although, I know there're my friends who care and love me but the special someone is not in vicinity yet.

BUT now, my love life story begins. As fate brought me to this guy.Well you could say that its insane and our relationship won't work out and watever shit. I trust God and God asked me to go for it. God wants me to love someone whose being hurt and wants someone to love me cause i've been hurt badly.

His name is Jack (a.k.a the craziest medical student i've ever met.) He's sweet . He's charming. But he's pretty much quite far from me but it doesnt matter as long as our hearts are pure. I love him cause he's true to me and accept me for who I am. The reason I said fate brought us together cause Jack sent me an inbox message few months ago, I did not reply him till he sent me another one last few days. So we chatted and piratically we are very similar in many ways. His gf cheated on him he got hurt , the same goes to me. We were badly hurt. So now we are together. Hehe.

Regards from Russia he said. This was his expression when I talked bout my Ex.

xoxo
Alice

Life has gone berserk.

As days pass, many things had been happening. People changing. Childhood friends became enemies. A friend I thought was nice turns out to be touchy these days. What's going on? I'm slowly getting disgusted and wanting to run away from it. There's fear in me. My mind, its empty, I don't know what to do next. I wish I know every secrets of the ones who are close to me. I want them to talk to me. I wanna hear their problems. I want them to be themselves back or to make them feel better. Secrets, I just hate it. I don't know why is it hard to tell someone that she/he trusted you like you are her/his only person that actually cares. But turns out they are not bothering you, worrying bout them. Its getting weirder each day but I guess its just the beginning.

xoxo
Alice

Sunil's bday!

Yesterday was epic!! Celebrated Sunil's a.k.a donkey's birthday. Watched Real Steel. Watching an awesome movie in an awesome day. Oh shit, he's gonna be so perasan now. It was cool. we dirtied sunil's face and hair with cream and so as the restaurant's floor. HAHA. Not funny at all but we, the girls were almost freaking out. But on the contrary, we had an supreme day Cheers! LOL! Anyways, here's pictures of the day . Credits to Tus for da awesome pictures =)

xoxo
Alice

Triplets

We are three normal girls living in ones life. But soon we met up ,we became just awesome people. We three could be symbolized as sisters. Although we are having different skin tone but who the hell cares?!! We shared almost everything, well maybe something but if we do hide something from each other, kajal will be digging it out form us. So we mind as well not keep any secrets. We even dated three boys who has the same age and who are to be call assholes. Mine and kajal's starts with the first alphabet while yus starts with the last alphabet. What a contra. LOL!. Ah, but that doesnt pull us down, will it? Aniways, we are ust three girls whom could be nice if you're nice and could be very pissed off when you're not nice. My style is over dramatic when I'm pissed . Kajal's is she'll give you that kinda of face that you can see that she's pissed off. Yus, she'll just stare at you with her eyes (which you could not kept starring at hers back) and kept on smiling. We are just weird yet AWESOME. Cheers! More updates coming up bout us ~
Oh picture of us

Yus, Mua and Kajal =)


Xoxo
Alice

Signs of end of the world?

The Sun is too hot till the sky is cracking now! Its like the sky is lack of water in those clouds.

xoxo
Alice

Is it fucking true??

A beautiful girl who’s smart, honest and gentle, but she can also be aggressive. She likes to make random noises. She has eyes that sparkle under the light and sometimes change colour but are usually green. She loves chocolate. She rarely feels fear, she has rosy cheeks and always seems to have a gorgeous smile on her face. She’s not afraid of her sexuality. Although her hands always seem to be cold her heart is very warm, and her kiss gives a feeling like no other.
(Al-ee-sh-ee-ah)n. A cute, cool girl who sings beautifully, most likely with her boyfriend and/or friends in their garage band. She hangs with the guys as if she were just one of them. No doubt the sex-appeal of the group, an Alicia has no definite hair color, but knows her hair's true origin unlike a majority of the girls these days. She loves cats, Dexter, and playing guitar.The cutest girl ever. She has long black hair and a cute smile. Often laughing and is just an all around cheerful woman.

Its all written in the urban dictionary! Check it out if these seemed unbelievable ;D

xoxo
Alice

Better off somewhere

I used to see people being loved and me loving people. But now I'm seeing all those people I used to love are slowly going their own ways, finding new people in their lives. It felt like as if I never knew them at all. Having a new person in life, at least don't leave the ones who cared for you once. Soon, you'll loose them too. Me being off somewhere , makes my life less depressing though. Not to say being jealous but its like a knife being stabbed behind my back. Being close to me when you had a fought with your best friend, what's that? I'm not your 'side dish'. Order it when you only needed it? Being close with me for something else, you just let me loose respect on you. Well, maybe you have something not liking about me. Well, I just have to live with it. I'm better off somewhere and leave you guys to make lives better. Don't worry, I'm on my way outta your lives. I'm no longer important to you guys. But oh well, thats life. There's always come and go. Meeting new peeps arent that bad. But don't worry I won't forget you guys. Its sad to leave but I know it can't be seen in your eyes.

xoxo
Alice

Food just made me feel like heaven!

Had a great competition in Ipoh. DOnt worry we do eat too.

Coffee Bean!!

Afterthat we had dinner. Kajal and I shared a half meal set XD

Much of drama?

After you left my life, more and more of dramas are entering my life. Having you with me already caused me to have so much of drama. But guess what, I don't think it stopped. But I still have to stay strong. I have to fight for life. Sometimes , I need to be as heartless as you. Need to be as cold as you, need to learn from you to be careless and move on. I see you've found happiness. Glad that you've move on. Well, I guess I'm going to stand up and start realizing, that its okay even though you're not with me. Cause I'm so through with you already. Although it hurts to see you with someone else. But it doesnt matter. There's always drama in everyone's life, to make their life more interesting.

xoxo
Alice

An epic day.

Today was epic! Watched two movies in a day. From a cartoon movie to a mind-blowing movie. Haha. Thanks to my dear bestie , Sarah who accompanied me for the whole day! We finally got to watch Final destination :DDDDD Loves!!

xoxo
Alice

Its September! The new me is here!

Its September already! I guess I'm a day late for the opening of september :( Oh anyways! :). I'm a single birdy which is ready to flap its wings^^ On the contrary, I wanna welcome, September a new month has arrive !! Peace out!

xoxo
Alice

Thanks for the lovely day.. Loves !!

When a bitter part of your life appear, God is great that HE sent my best besties to make my life sweet again ^^. Thanks Guys for the lovely night though we din actually watch the movie together haha but still thanks we managed to hang out till 10pm ^^ And we dared Aamirole to go into the girls bathroom XDDDD. That was seriously embarrassing XDDD. Love you both sooo muchie, Sarah and Mirole ^^

xoxo
Alice

Mua love them very muchie

It looks yummy but HELL its not yummy. Haha

Words describe feelings

I’ve been sitting and doing my thinking. As far as I know,thinking back what you said to me and all, they are just words to you. You take them as just letters. Well, in my dictionary, I don’t specify words as just sentence with letters. Words are very powerful. Once you say it out, its very hard to take it back. You could take it back, but u already meant your words. Therefore, peeps will start to say they can’t trust whatever you say. Cause you don’t take your words seriously. Words comes with feelings. They go in one flow. When you’re sad, you’ll start writing emo stuff. Like me, my current mood is all bout sadness lead to having nostalgia . When you’re in an extreme happy mood, you’ll be writing or saying extremely crazy stuff. When you’re confused, your brain is full with stuff, I can bet any question that’s been asked, you’ll either reply ‘I dunno’ or “anything’ etc etc. And I bet you guys get what I meant bout words. Its not a thing for you to play around, but is a thing you must beware of.

Xoxo Alice

Green Tea served! Such a cold day =)))

Burrrrr... Such a cold day. Cups of hot green tea should do the trick! Ooo Its green!! Giving me a chance to wish whole of Malaysia " Selamat Hari Raya "
xoxo
Alicia

Penang Penang I love you!!

Had lunch with my mommy and cuzzies in Sakae Sushi ^^

Yum yum Octopus!!

Had dessert Haagen Dazs!!!!

Havent been eating Nasi Briyani in Ages!!!!

Selling just outside my housing area only ~~ Ngeee yummy <3

Just smile , no matter what happen =)

No matter anything sad happened to you, your must try as hard as possible to smile back. So that people wont take advantage of you. Worthless people never see the tears we dropped. We wasted tears on things which are just seemed like trash for us, whats the use? So lets just smile yo! :3

Love Alicia~

Meaning of a Mole?

Vamp – mole.
It’s located in near-eye-zone. It usually occurs to be on the vamp women’s faces.
It about to signal: “Watch out! I’m dangerous in love!”

My little angel

It was her very first day,
She came walking towards me,
Little footsteps pressing on the ground,
I picked her up,
Her little fingers wrapped around mine,
Her little giggle made me smile.
We dance around awhile.

Oh honey,
You're just an angel to me,
I will always keep you safe,
Will always keep you with me.
Never wanna see you get hurt.
You're always mine,
No matter what goes wrong.

It was her first big day,
She came running towards me,
Ballet shoes pressing the ground,
I hugged her tight,
Her beautiful eyes with shimmering tears,
Her smile so wide, it made me cry,
She dance with me for awhile.

Oh honey,
You're just an angel to me,
I will always keep you safe,
Will always keep you with me,
Never wanna see you get hurt.
You're always mine,
No matter what goes wrong.

It was the day,
She came holding me,
Our footsteps pressing the ground,
She hold me tight,
Walk down the red carpet
She's all grown up.
Her lovely white dress lay on the ground,
She told me,

Oh mama,
You're just an angel to me,
I wanna keep you with me,
Never wanna see you in pain,
You're always mine,
No matter what goes wrong.

It sucks, don't mention it xD

A place to Shelter

The walls in my room are cracking,
I could hear mama papa srceaming,
I woke up from a nightmare,
Seeing you werent there,
There's a place call home,
But I'm all alone.

The moon and sun just disaapear,
In darkness I fear,
Why couldn't I hear,
The voices into my ear,
I'm crying,
I feel like dying,
I just need a place.

I just need a place to shelter,
Oh yeah, a place where I feel loved,
A place where I can find peace,
I just need a place to shelter
Where all my doubts for life shall dissappear.

I saw the pieces of building,
All scattered that evening,
I see flying electronic birds everyday,
I heard loud noises when the war
Is starting on the ground, in the sky,
Little children are crying,
Soldiers are dying,
They just need a place.

They just need a place to shelter,
Oh yeah, a place where they feel loved,
A place where they could find peace,
They just need a place to shelter
Where all their doubts for life shall dissappear.

Hey young world,
This isn't bout richness or popularity,
This is bout the people in a unity,
Stop this madness in this country,
Cause there are people,
Who just need a place.

We need a place to shelter,
Oh yeah, just need a place to be safe,
Just need a place to be together,
We need a place to shelther,
Where all out doubts for life shall dissappear.

My very own master piece ^^

So sad He's dead.

A girl wanted a ring.
But the boy gave a teddy bear instead.
In anger the girl threw the bear on the road.
The boy want 2 take it back but was hit by a coming car and died.
At his funeral, the girl hugged the bear and the machine in it said:
"Will you marry me princess?"
Guess what she found a ring inside the teddy bear !! :'(

They spin and they sway to whatever song plays

A melody is playing. A soft melody in a quiet room, she spins and she sways towards the melody. Her golden hair were tied in a bun. Her steps were gently touching the floor. As she twirls around it seemed like a swan is ready to fly. Opening up its beautiful white wings, as if she's throwing her hands in the air. One step as the melody plays. You could see how happy she was , smiling towards a person. A white piano , the keys on it are moving. The fingers are playing it. The sun shines down at him as he plays. Wearing a white coat, he smiled back. Later on, he stood up and ask her for a dance. They spin and the sway but there's no music. A melody came in , a little figure stood there with a flute in her hands. Her fingers were tapping on tiny holes on the flute. Her eye brows moves according to the rhythm. She, in her white little dress was smiling to them. They continued dancing as the melody goes.

Can't even say a word.

Silence is in her. Hush baby speak softly towards yourself. Imagine herself alone in bed covered by a blanket, its raining. She's sitting there alone , looking out the window,up the grey sky. She's holding a teddy in her arms, tightly. The room is quiet. She wanna talk but she can't, her lips are sealed. The wind blows, her curtains flung open, slowly settling down again. A cold breeze, made her shivers. Still, hugging her teddy, looking across her room, she sees darkness. She wishes that her pain will end. The noises surround her. Her head is filled with distractions. She was confused. Rain drops dripped down the piece of dark grey paper up there. It dribbled down her window pane. She watched as it flow down it. Her brown eyes, moving from up the down. Her little eye-lids fluttered when she closes her eyes.

A girl in her room,
Needs a place to bloom,
A place to grow,
As time flow.
Laugh and smile,
All awhile.

Cruel Story! Evilness in that guy!

BF 'n GF met an accident, BF survived GF died ..
GF beg for a second life because she loves his BF so much

*Request Granted Living in Another Body*

The girl met his BF again, they were dating until the night his BF said

Know what? Your actions seem familiar .

You're like one of the girl I used to play with .

But she's dead because I planned it.

Ouch!

I was walking to my tuition class. When is was about to enter it, I accidently slashed my hand at a rusty sharp end of something. I was thinking " Maybe I was thinking bout something which made me angry or emo?" I wonder. Its kinda a deep cut though. So, I think back, yeah actually I was emo. Thinking bout something which I knew it wouldnt happen. I guess I just have to say the word "Give up!" Life goes on haha.

Here's my lovely cut!

Picture of the Past!

Life always have its own memories. Every step you take, every move you make, every second you create, there's lots of actions to keep and forget. Usually, happy memories should be treasure and bad ones are just to remain in the dustbin or drain or where ever you think is suitable for it.

I love this picture but its kinda blur though... Kinda the best of my memories..

But, man I'm gonna return them already.... *sigh*. Haha. Life goes on. :D