Dreams that show me how short my life is.

Snore. Snore. Snore..... Waaahh! *breathes heartily*.. "What a dream" I said. People dream when they sleep. Don't care its a short nap or a long sleep. If they don't dream, that means they sleep like a dead log. Animals dream too when they sleep. That's why sometimes you see your cat or dog shake one of their leg when they sleep. Well, let me tell you bout my "nicest" dreams that I've dreamed before. I dreamed bout dying. TWICE. Great, just great. Maybe my life is ending soon. Oh well. I dreamed bout being shot dead in the head. Blood gushing out from it. My boyfriend and best friends were around me. Kajal, one of my best friends eyes were red, tears running down from her eyes to her shirt, some were dripping onto me. That was a creepy dream. Another one was also involving guns. My future university has their enemies, so their enemies invaded our school and try to kill us.That's kinda lame but its creepy..This time, they shot me bout a few times. I knew I did lots of running and all. What a dream. There's another dream that showed how short my life is. But this dream is beautiful. I dreamed bout a white light and people who wore white long dresses. I saw angels guiding me up the sky. And I heard a voice called my name. I looked up and I guess I saw God. Then, I woke up from that dream. Does that show that my time has come?

Commit suicide

These days students my age and older often try to commit suicide,including me but i guess its no use. Students this generation are having stress,depression, problems with family and their soul mates etc. Students often like to cut their hands when they have problems. Let me ask you guys something, if you wanna die, why wanna die in a painful way? And even if you cut your hands for fun because of problems like boyfriends/girlfriends leaving you, you'll just destroy your skin complexion and do you think its nice leaving marks all over your body? No one would like it as they think what childish people cut themselves for some dumb reasons. There's tons of guys and girls out there, even better than your previous one. So, grow up and quit doing it! Another thing is stress out with schoolwork and all. Hanging yourself for high places,jumping down from buildings and so on. Students  think studying is hard or their courses are hard, its because they don't plan their studies well. They are not discipline enough to work themselves up. Concentration is also important. Two hours on a subject should be enough for you if u concentrate while studying it. Constant studies would allow you to be able to do well in your examinations and all. I'm even dumb to do this. I tried to suffocate myself while i sleep. I did this since i'm young but i think back, why should i do that? I gained nothing by doing that, i'm just doing a huge sin. So ,I stop. My dearest boyfriend and I advise each other for  not doing that. If you wanna release those stress and problems, tell them out to your best friends. That's when you really need to best friend's help or a boyfriend/girlfriend that you trust. Or you could just go somewhere to scream until your voice crack. Or you could cry by yourself till there's no tears left. It depends on you. But don't do stupid and childish things.