Better off somewhere

I used to see people being loved and me loving people. But now I'm seeing all those people I used to love are slowly going their own ways, finding new people in their lives. It felt like as if I never knew them at all. Having a new person in life, at least don't leave the ones who cared for you once. Soon, you'll loose them too. Me being off somewhere , makes my life less depressing though. Not to say being jealous but its like a knife being stabbed behind my back. Being close to me when you had a fought with your best friend, what's that? I'm not your 'side dish'. Order it when you only needed it? Being close with me for something else, you just let me loose respect on you. Well, maybe you have something not liking about me. Well, I just have to live with it. I'm better off somewhere and leave you guys to make lives better. Don't worry, I'm on my way outta your lives. I'm no longer important to you guys. But oh well, thats life. There's always come and go. Meeting new peeps arent that bad. But don't worry I won't forget you guys. Its sad to leave but I know it can't be seen in your eyes.

xoxo
Alice